Sunday, December 14, 2008

Today

Three years ago today, my life changed forever. My life changed in miraculous ways. My life changed for the better. Not only did I have a beautiful four year old little boy, but I had two precious little babies, that still make me tear up when I picture Andy bringing them over to me laying on the surgery bed. That was a moment. To think since that day three years ago today I have had two more. I am a lucky gal.

Tonight while I was putting the twins to bed, I laid down by them each individually and talked to them about the day they were born and how blessed I feel to have as my children and I will admit I shed a few tears and Cortland said "oh, mommy your sad?" I said oh no Cortland I am SO happy. "Oh you are happy mommy?" I said ah, yes you cannot imagine how happy I am. He then said, ok, good night. I just love that boy so much. While putting Jadeyn to bed I told her how much I love her and how three years ago she made me the happiest mommy in the world. All she said back was, yeah mom you love me. I know she cannot possibly know how much I really love her, but I am so happy that she has an idea.

I will sure have more about their parties and special birthday traditions we have done this weekend. Those will be up soon.

J and C, you are my everything, ( wait is that a backstreet boy song?). There is nothing in this world more important that you in my life.

5 comments:

Paige said...

Happy Birthday to two very cute little kiddos!! I still remember when we were talking on the phone and you told me you were pregnant with twins. You were freaking out! So excited, scared, overwhelmed... the works. Now look at you! They are three and you have two MORE since then!

Amber said...

So sweet. You made me cry. What a blessing it is to be a mother. So many times I feel inexpressible joy and gratitude to be a mother to my sweet children. You touched me because you expressed feelings similar to my own. Happy birthday to your cuties and Merry Christmas!

Sariah English said...

Wow, I can't believe they are already three! What a wonderful gift you have!!

Jackie said...

They are growing so fast! Happy birthday kids! Cute pictures!

Fideles Five said...

Thank you for the wonderful breakfast rolls and cute outfit~ It was nice catching up with you!!
Have a Happy New Year!